Sunday, 11 November 2012
Tuesday, 6 November 2012
Respect.
Earning some self-respect.
It seems like such a simple task. Stand up for yourself. Be honest with yourself.
Watch this space.
Monday, 5 November 2012
Hair.
I honestly think I'm coming to the end of my senses.
He is my best friend, so I'm going to hate writing this.
I cannot stand it here. I feel like I should be bald, from the frustration and the number of times I tug at my hair trying to calm down. It feels like ripping clumps of this untidy, unfashionable mop from my scalp might just, somehow, make things better.
He is my best friend, so I'm going to hate writing this.
I cannot stand it here. I feel like I should be bald, from the frustration and the number of times I tug at my hair trying to calm down. It feels like ripping clumps of this untidy, unfashionable mop from my scalp might just, somehow, make things better.
Saturday, 3 November 2012
Epiphany.
"Come forth bear witness, see the profit from your loss. Beg for forgiveness, only after you tally the cost. We arrive at this place of no return my sisters, only to discover that our values ran us aground on the shoal in the sea of what we could be."
The tight knot of fear in your stomach. Or is it excitement?
The moment when you feel like your future hangs on one decision.
The adrenaline rush that comes from looking into the unknown.
The prospect of changing yourself for good.
Some may call it an epiphany.
Some may call it change.
Some may call it common sense.
Some may call it self help.
The tight knot of fear in your stomach. Or is it excitement?
The moment when you feel like your future hangs on one decision.
The adrenaline rush that comes from looking into the unknown.
The prospect of changing yourself for good.
Some may call it an epiphany.
Some may call it change.
Some may call it common sense.
Some may call it self help.
Saturday, 20 October 2012
Work.
So it's been about a week since I last posted. About time for a catch up.
I finally got a new job! Apparently if you just take a punt in the dark, you'll hit sooner than you think!
I start in 31 hours from now. I still can't quite believe it to be honest, and whilst I'm on the topic of being honest, I'm quite worried I'm going to be out of my depth with it. We'll see, I mean, there was at least one other guy at the interview, I didn't see anyone else. If it was me against one person, I must have done something right... Right? It's a full-time-Monday-to-Friday-nine-to-five deal, which, when I was younger, I hated the idea of a job like that, but right now, it's the best I can ask for, short of getting paid to scratch my arse.
So I'm now on the road to sorting my life out.... financially anyway.
There is still this other issue I seem to have. We shall see if there is any notable progress over the next couple of days. I mean, she did say she wanted to see me after all.
I finally got a new job! Apparently if you just take a punt in the dark, you'll hit sooner than you think!
I start in 31 hours from now. I still can't quite believe it to be honest, and whilst I'm on the topic of being honest, I'm quite worried I'm going to be out of my depth with it. We'll see, I mean, there was at least one other guy at the interview, I didn't see anyone else. If it was me against one person, I must have done something right... Right? It's a full-time-Monday-to-Friday-nine-to-five deal, which, when I was younger, I hated the idea of a job like that, but right now, it's the best I can ask for, short of getting paid to scratch my arse.
So I'm now on the road to sorting my life out.... financially anyway.
There is still this other issue I seem to have. We shall see if there is any notable progress over the next couple of days. I mean, she did say she wanted to see me after all.
Saturday, 13 October 2012
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