Torn.

I hate this.  Not talking to each other.  

I've wanted to text her, but whenever I've gone to write a new message, I just don't know what to say.  I wish there was something.

She's right there online, right now, and I just don't know what to say.

I feel guilty for what I did.  I feel stupid for what I said.  I feel shy just to start talking to her.

I miss her so much.  Just snuggling on the sofa watching a movie.  Wandering around the supermarket doing her food shopping.

Somehow I feel like I've come full circle after the last few months...