Some thoughts I had while abandoning my car in the snow

I know its been nearly a year now.
But I just keep thinking.
Did you just replace me with him, because I wasn't there and you were lonely?
If we had tried again, would we be happier now than ever before?

All I ever wanted was a second chance, now when I see you I don't know what to do.
You probably noticed the other day, I could've been run-over, because I didn't know what to do when I saw you, so I just walked away in a random direction.

I felt like such a twat after that. Five minutes before hand, I had thought to myself "I'm gonna see her. I know it. I can handle it now".

Obviously I can't.

Even know, I cant believe what I did.
I still don't know why I did it.
The thought of it now just makes me want to go outside and bury myself up to the neck in snow.

Woo it's snowing. Remember when i wrote "I heart Kylee" in the snow outside the bedroom window? I do. I even did it so you could read it from the window

Obviously I'm a cunt.

Yep, that's me. Same old cunty Lucas.

I could make you feel on top of the world.

Same old cunty Lucas