What to do.

Ok

So I'm staying at my mums the past couple of nights. She gives me a necklace, I'm 99% sure it was yours. Who else could it have belonged to? I'm pretty sure I remember you wearing it too.

We haven't spoken in about 6 months now. I send you a happy birthday/merry christmas text, but don't get a reply. The last time we did speak, you ended up letting your friends borrow your phone to pretend they are you, so they can try and beat me up. I kinda get the message you don't want to talk to me at all.

What do I do about this necklace? Do I offer it back to you? Do I hold on to it for now? Do I keep it indefinitely? Do I sell it? Do I chuck it out?

I know which one I would rather do, but I might just want to do that so I can talk to you. Show you how much of a better person I am. Is that selfish? To make an excuse to showoff?

This is when I realise I have spent the past 5 minutes blogging, when I should be doing my coursework. Mind you i'm stuck on that.... my mind keeps wandering to something. Maybe that's why I can write so much here.

Lol