Outside, I am the picture of calm.
Inside I am screaming out.
I wish someone would hear me.
I know we haven't made recent developments public, but this last week has highlighted even more for me that I have so few friends. No-one to hang out with, outside of band practice and gigs, except my brother. Don't get me wrong, I love him, but I just want someone to ask "fancy hanging out tonight?" Not necessarily to go to the pub. Just to hang out. Maybe get a couple of beers in and play computer games, or watch hilariously bad horror movies until the early hours.
Not one person springs to mind who would ask that. Except for the owner of this house I am currently staying in, but when I was living in Wincheap, he rarely asked. I know that's because he works so goddamn hard. When he gets back, sure we'll probably go to the pub, but it's not the same anymore. I'm his housemate now.
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