Jealous.

So I've taken a couple of days to try and get my head around this.  I wasn't even going to write about it,  but I thought I may as well.  It might help me see things a bit clearer.


I made her jealous.  Completely unintentionally.  I'm not that kind of guy.

I simply explained how surprised I was that a friend I haven't seen for two years, offered to setup an event page for my birthday.  I gave full details about the conversation, not hiding anything or twisting what was said.  I thought the comment about topping and tailing as long as she doesn't have stinky feet was quite funny to be honest.

She got jealous.  That I might be sharing a bed with a different girl.

She broke up with me, and now she is getting jealous.  

She knows she means the world to me, and I'd give anything to have her back.

How am I meant to feel if she feels put out about me being generous, and offering someone somewhere to sleep?

I suppose it could be seen that I'm not that fussed, and that I'm moving on?  That is totally not the case.

She asked if she could stay over.  How am I meant to turn her down?


I pray to God I haven't pushed my rock even further away.