To continue

With what I was saying in my dream:

No, this isn't going to be just one meaningless night.

In the morning i'm going to wake up with you in my arms,

I'm going to look into your beautiful eyes and tell you I love you.

Right

I've come to terms with it now.

I fucked my own life up.

I cant remember the last time i genuinely felt happy.

Sorry. That's a lie. Christmas 2008.

I'm pretty sure i'm just a ghost of my former self.

I miss having someone to talk to.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so damn much.

"A place of rest I've tried to find

Aching in my heart, chaos in my mind
This place is poison to my soul
Can't take much more, I'm losing control"