Pondering

I wonder what would happen if I turned up on your door step with a massive bunch of roses

I just want

To be able to look into someones eyes

and for my feelings to be understood

without saying a single word.

To be able to have someone look into my eyes

and to understand their feelings

without saying a single word.

Thousands of thoughts

Hundreds of memories

Every single feeling

Shared

In complete and utter silence.

I see your name. It still hurts.

True dat

Of Course...

The first time ever I saw your face, I thought the sun rose in your eyes.
And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave,
To the dark and the endless sky, my love.
And the first time ever I kissed your mouth,
I felt the earth move through my hands.
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command.

And the first time ever I lay with you,
I felt your heart so close to mine.
And I know our joy would fill the earth,
And last till the end of time, my love.

The first time ever I saw your face.

I Wonder

If I were to make you a mix tape of how I feel and somehow get it to you, would you listen to it?

If I were to send you a bunch of Roses with a letter saying how I feel, would you read it?

If I were to write you a song, and you somehow heard it, would you listen to the message?

If I did all three of the things above, would it change anything?

I hope it would.

You are perfect.

I miss you.

I miss us.

I ask Myself

Just one thing.

Why the hell did I not go back up those stairs, and get on my knees and beg for her forgiveness?

Steps

...to becoming a being green monster

1) Fall madly in love

2)Lose her

That's about it