Jeez

It's bad timing and me
We find a lot of things out this way
And there's you
A little black cloud in a dress
The temptation
To take the precious things we have apart
To see how they work
Must be resisted for they never fit together again
If this is rain let it fall on me and drown me
If these are tears let them fall

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel
You know my love for you is strong, girl
You know my love for you is real

It took a short walk and a talk
To change the rules of engagement
While you searched frantically for reverse and them claiming
That virtue never tested is no virtue at all
And so I lost my ignorance
And now the bells across the river chime out your name
I look across to them again

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel
You know my love for you is strong, girl
You know my love for you is real

All your friends said come down
It will never fly
And on that imperfect day
We threw it all away
Crisis after crisis, with such intensity
This would never happen if we lived by the sea

Most important decisions in life
Are made between two people in bed
I found that out at my expense
And when I see you
You just turn around and walk away like we never met
Oh we used to be so brave
I dreamt the world stopped turning as we climbed the hill
I dreamt impossible dreams that we were lovers still

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel
You know my love for you is strong, girl
You know my love for you is real

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel
You know my love for you is strong, girl
You know my love for you is real

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel
You know my love for you is strong, girl
You know my love for you is real

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel
You know my love for you is strong, girl
You know my love for you is real

Must I paint you a picture
About the way that I feel

~Billy Bragg

Fairytale

Why the hell am I so hung up on you? You kicked me to the kerb like I was a piece of trash.

Almost EVERYONE I have spoken to about this have said that they wouldn't have left their partner after they had done something like I did...

You meant the world to me. I thought I meant the world to you.

I wonder if you ever think about me. Of course you don't. Why would you? Who ever thinks about trash?

I wish I could get you back. No, I wish I could go back and fix it, so that we could live happilyeveraftertheend.

You didn't leave a bar of soap when you left me.
You didn't even leave a towel so I could dry my face.
You didn't even leave a plate for me to eat on.
But you left all my empty beercans all over the place.

You didn't leave my precious black and white TV set.
You took the Jimi Hendrix poster that was on my door.
You left with my very best friend - our dog Smokey.
But I found all the unpaid bills on the kitchen floor.

And where in the hell did you go with my toothbrush?
And where in the hell did you happen to spend last night?
You didn't leave a bar of soap when you left me.
And you didn't even tell me they was turning out the lights.

You didn't leave my little five dollar alarm clock.
You didn't even leave a note; I guess it's all been said.
You didn't even leave the cushions for the sofa.
And now that I'm used to the couch, you left the bed.

And where in the hell did you go with my toothbrush?
And where in the hell have you been for the last three days?
You didn't leave a bar of soap when you left me.
And you didn't stick around to see the teardrops on my face.

~Reverend Horton Heat

Why?

Why does it feel like i'm waiting for you to get in touch?

i miss you

please

come back

It's kinda weird

This is strange, it is like 2 weeks off of being a year now. I think.

I dont think i've missed you THIS much in quite a long time. Sure I have always missed you.

But I miss you a whole lot more tonight. Believe me, if I could change what I did, I would. Of course I would. If I could go back a year from now, I think we could fix this. I have changed. I am such a better person than I was back then. If only you could see.

I believe you, you didn't leave me for him.

I loved you.

To be honest, I still do.

I love you.

Another sing song

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy,
If you will only say the same.
But if you leave me and love another,
You'll regret it all some day:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But not you've left me and love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away